Hunger hurts, starving works.

Oh dear, the 2 months on holiday have seriously fucked me up. I used to be able to eat so little and not get hungry, but I've already had half a cup of dry Just Right and I'm STARVING. What the hell!?!? Reading blogs to distract me from stuffing my face right now. 

Weighed myself earlier. 

134.5 pounds making my BMI 19.3

I want to lose so much more weight by the time school starts, cause otherwise I know exactly what people will be thinking - "Look how fat she's got over Summer"

Thank God Summer is nearly over though, no more bikinis for a year, no more having to act like I'm okay with being semi-naked in front of so many people thinking what a whale I am. 

Stay strong. 

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